Peace, Joy, Love; INSIDE ME

  Spring, the season of birth, the season of love, and the season of joy. Spring is a season of a new start. When mother earth wakes up after a long sleep during the winters. As a child, throughout the winters, I always used to say I like summer and vice-versa in summers.  After waiting for more than 6 months spring arrives. Image source For me, spring is an emotion that mother nature uses to show a pleasant mood. Flowers bloom with new leaves on the trees. I love this season, I love every season but there is something special about springtime. It defines me. I am somehow connected to this time of the year. The more I love nature I came to realize there is so much to love in this world. And love is everything we have to give as a soul. Even in the depths of winter,  I found there was within me  an invincible summer .

  In this blog, I am going to share my experience of the journey I had in finding myself and how I went through madness to find me. As I grew up, the meaning of life for me started unfolding, the finding begins when I entered my teenage years, I can remember that I use to admire people who have that charismatic personality. And I always wanted to become someone who is loud and expressive. In short, I wanted myself to become someone that I know I’m not. There were times when I was so upset about my life due to this reason only that I was stuck at an Idea of success that was not aligning with me. Due to this, I felt lost, disconnected, and hopeless about myself. I couldn't even tell anyone around me how I was feeling because there was something else that I was holding. I thought people will judge me and all these self-doubts were drowning me in a void. When I look back at the pages which are holding my past self in my diaries, It feels like - wow I have changed a lot in these past fe...